Sunday, May 9, 2010

thinking about the future

i realized that i need to figure out what i'm going to do in life. i've always never known the answer to the question that everyone asks, "so what are you planning on doing for a living?"
i think it's just that i want to do everything, and right now i'm kind of fine with how things are. now, i know i  really do not like my job, but it's  not so bad that i hate every minute of working there. i just would like a place where people don't treat the workers like they're nothing. and if that woman that complained about me wants to say that i have "issues" because of that want, then fine, she can go ahead and tell everyone that i have issues for wanting a job that customers have respect.
in school i'm trying alot harder now. although i decided this half way through the semester and had to drop my math class because i was failing, i will try harder these next few semesters until i graduate. i'm trying really hard to get good grades in the two classes i'm taking now. and i'm proud to say that i will get B's this semester. and next semester i'm going to try for A's all the way through. i just need to study, and pay attention in class. i know i can get all A's if i really try, and right now i know that i will REALLY try my hardest.
i'm hoping for a new job that i can work fulltime during the days, and then take classes at night. and i always have free time so i can use that time to study. right now i was studying for my last exam, and i never do anything on sundays haha.
right now my gpa is around a 2.34 (i just looked that up). so, by the end of next semester i'm really hoping to boost that up alot..and i mean alot. i wrote that number down on a sticky note and have it in my wallet so that whenever i go into my wallet i will see it and have more drive to better my grades. i know that is not a good gpa but i know i can do better. i have had alot of things to deal with throughout my college life and now things are settiling a little bit, so i know i can do this.

mother's day is today. i made some cupcakes and we had a cookout..no fighting. so that's good.

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